It's January 1, 2010, the first day of the new year! All the bad things---disappointments, frustrations, regrets---were already left behind. But there's just one thing that I have kept---a love story that never had reached its ending.
I think most people had their own new year's resolution. I, myself have one too. I just had three things. First is to never doubt God's plans. I'd been through a lot of tough times last year but because of God, I had surpass all those trials. Second, live my life to the fullest. I'd been living my life in a way that I don't have a free reign in all the things I do because every decision I made have been influenced by some people. This year, I'll decide on my own. Last but not the least is never to let some habit manipulate me. I have this habit of not letting go of things unless it's done in a good way like you can say let bygones be bygones.
I am pretty sure that I can do the two things on my list. But I cannot assure that I can do the last thing. Unfortunately, I can't let go of a love story that had neither began nor ended. I don't know if I have something to hold and hope for. The future is really uncertain. I can't tell when will I stop hoping for a happy ending. Neither can I tell when will he notice that I'm just always here for him.
Difficult as it may seem but I'll try my very best to not let this love story be the center of my universe. With the help of the people who loved and cherished me, I know I can make things work. As the song of Stacie Orrico says "There's gonna be more to life than chasing out every temporary heights to satisfy me".
Truly, there's more to life than waiting for a love that hasn't find its way yet.
Friday, January 1, 2010
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