Missing you is like a stinging pain that was brought by a stab in my heart. I shouldn't be feeling this because in the first place we're not an item and never was an item even before. You're like a drug that I couldn't take out from my system. I am doing everything to forget you and even not remember all the good memories we shared---the latenight exchange of sms, the unexpected phonecalls---every bit of it is what I'm trying so hard diminish from my memory. All I want to remember are the empty promises you had made. Why is it so hard!?!
I don't know how it's like to love somebody until you came into my life. You touched my life in a way that I couldn't explain but you were also the one who poach my heart. You made it bleed a million times but thanks to some people who made me strong.
You were once the love of my life, the apple of my eye. My world revolved around you but it's over now! Enough is enough! It's over and done.
I'm sorry but I'm so tired of waiting for you to notice that I'm just here. I wish you all the happiness you desreve! I wish that all your endeavors will succeed. And that someday when we will meet, we could smile at each other. Face each other with no regret that we ended up this way, have some peep talks and share some coolest stories.
Thanks for everything Papa Bear, Nii-sama, Nesarang, Yobo, angel, Mark Ryan! Thanks for making me a tough person, for being my inspiration, for being there to lift and cheer me up during the toughest times of my life. Now, I realized that we may have ended our relationship as more than friends but I know our friendship will last for a lifetime. I don't really know how to end this. Let me just put it this way, by stating a few lines of a very popular song...I'm not the one you needing, I love you, goodbye...
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